January 2011
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Sometimes I...
1.don’t know why I have a tumblr considering I have like 11 followers? -_- faaaail
2.feel like I am alone even when I have plenty of people in my life
3.say that it doesn’t mean much when it destroys me internally.
4.just want to rebel for once (and then laugh histerically because that will never happen)
5.think that the profession and career I have been planning on doing is a...
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Its crazy to see these recent scandalous events all unfold. Wanna know her side? Here’s the rundown of what was/is going through her head:
First it happens. Then you contemplate whether or not to tell anyone. Then you decide to tell a friend, thinking that since you told someone it will make you feel better. After that, you aren’t satisfied and that friend says to tell a trusted adult...
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Woah.
I haven’t been on here in a long time.
I missed you well here are some updates:
I got me a boyfraaand. Even though I’ve loved the kid for half a year. But people love to judge him by his past. I mean sure I’m still afraid that he will go back to his old ways and hurt me, but they haven’t seen what I’ve seen. He’s new. But yet it bothers me a lot. I...
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I have a boyfriend. No singleness anymore. This is new, but I like it :))
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A few things on my mind
1.no one can resist a skaterboy with swoopy hair. Jussssst sayin.
2. I have been so bipolar lately. Last night I was like so depressed saying I can’t graduate or get my grades up and I come back today and have most of my shit done and im good. Weird…?
3. So im like back with my ex. Kinda. Mom won’t let me date yet she knows im basically with him. But, its really complicated....
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I wish someone was afraid of losing me for once.
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My friday night?
laying in bed, tumblr on droid, facebook and texting on phone, and watching deal or no deal.
sooooo exciting.
you know, I wish that people cared and tried as much as I do. That sounds so conceited, but no one sends random texts to cheer you up, ask how you are doing, or offer anything. I do. I want it back for once. Its about time I am selfish…
but you know what I get?...
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MRI tomorrow. I can honestly say I’m scared. And it would be nice to get texted first or even asked how I am. I just want to be loved.
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Days 9 and 10
Day 9: two smileys describing my life right now
-_- & :/
Day 10: one confession
im afraid of being alone.
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doing essays.
THERE ARE SO MANY.
and i love how i only have 11 followers…
-_-
i’m so lame.
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I swear I don’t mean to complain, but I’m sick. Again. And at this point I’m losing hope anything is going to get better. Right when I think it’s going to, some more shit comes and rams me down again. I just want to be normal. No, not even that. I just want to not be sick. I hate how I have to drag everyone into this,but if I don’t, I’m just gonna get...
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Day 8
Three turn ons:
1.attractive faces
2.originality
3.cuddling
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Day 7
Four turn offs:
1.too conceited
2.being too aggressive
3.lying all the time
4.not caring
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Its 2011
Woo?
it just feels like another day to me…
let’s just say 2011 better be good because 2010 was a bitch
and I am done with yet another annoying new years post.
have a great year everyone :)